OMSWC: Special Feelings

[Enjoying Ur Death]

i just started it so i'm just putting what i have as of now. i'll keep updatting this as i continue to write my story and maybe do sum editting on it and stuff like that, but hope u like what i have as of now.

Author: Enjoying Ur Death
Contest number:1
Category: Romance
Theme/Prompt: Chemistry




Special Feelings

Ever since middle school I've watched her. During class I would steal glances at her or watch her walk down the hall, but today was different. When I opened the door to the Chemistry Lab, I stopped for I felt my breath being stolen from me. She stood by the open window with the light of the sun illuminating her never seen beauty. She looked as if an angel that God sent down to earth to be admired. She wasn't wearing her glasses, so you could see her sea deep blue eyes.

She didn't turn her gaze toward me as I walked to my station. I opened up the drawer and pulled my notebook out. Then I closed the drawer, making a loud thud hoping she would turn to look at me. She never did. I walked passed her and out of the classroom. I continued down the hall and then home with the image of the girl that I am in love with burned into my memory.

She gave no sign that she noticed me yesterday at all. It broke my heart but what did I expect? She's been bullied by my friends ever since middle school and has always been alone. The only time people in our class notice her is when they get bored and want to pick on her. I stole a glance at her station and she was so concentrated on turning her pennies into gold. How I wish I could just go up to her now and speak to her, but I can't do that.


"Michael!" I snapped back into reality and quickly removed the flask off of the burner.
"You idiot you almost ruined it!" Joseph scolded.
"Michael if you don't pay attention to your experiment I will dock points off from you and your partner," the teacher warned with a chilling stare.
"Yes Sir I'm sorry." Joseph took over the experiment from there for fear that I might mess it up again. I stole another glance at her and she quickly looked down at her own lab work. I smiled a bit for I saw a hint of a smirk on her face. So she can smile a bit at times.

After this class, school was over for the teachers needed to have a meeting to discuss this years end-of-year ceremony. They do something new for the ceremony each year, so I hope that this year it isn't something stupid like a circus theme cause I want to leave this school just like I entered it, in style. Other kids in my year quite frankly don't care as long as they actually graduate and get out of here.

"Hey Michael where you going?" Jospeh yelled out falling into step with me.
"I'm going to go home and finish my homework."
"Finish your homework?! Why do you even bother to do it anymore? You already got into the university you wanted to, so why bother doing your work?"
"I need to keep my GPA up and end school with the top grades or I will feel as if these three years were for nothing at all."
"Oh yeah. Do you want to hear a bit of information I gathered when I went up to the teacher's office?"
"If I say no you're still going to tell me anyway."
"Well anyway, it seems that that Emily girl is going to the same university as you to study to be a heart surgeon." My heart started pounding in my chest from hearing this.
"Are you serious?"
"Of course. Why would I lie about something like this? I mean it's just to give you a heads up that she might try talking to you about it."
"Why should it matter who I talk to? Besides nobody else here is going to the same university as me and I do want someone to talk to about these things and courses I should take next year."
"But dude this is Emily we're talking about. If you're seen talking to her your popularity status will go down to zero." He made a zero with his hand and put it in front of my face.
"Like I said. I'd only talk to her in order to get more information on some course ideas to take next year. Now stop bugging me and telling me what to do with my life."
"Fine whatever. If you decide to put your books down and have some fun, we'll be at the arcade."
"Ok. Bye."
"Watch where you're going loser!" I looked ahead of me and saw Emily on the floor with her stuff thrown around her. "I don't want to catch the loser disease so stay away." The girls started laughing and kicked her stuff even further from her. Then they took her glasses and tossed them two feet away in my direction. Then one of them went to get the trash can.
"That's enough!" I yelled out turning every head in the hallway in my direction.
"Oh Michael. Want to go to the mall with us? We'll treat you to a meal." I walked towards the girls and then knelt down to pick up Emily's glasses.
"Instead of asking me out, why don't you pick up the mess you made in the hall. And by mess, I mean all her stuff that you accidently threw around the hall." They looked at me with eyes full of firery hate. "Do it now and I'll go out with all of you."

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Just starting huh? It's pretty good so far. Keep it going, I wanna read more. Be sure to check out THE BLOOD RUSH it's unlike anything you'll ever read. Good luck!!

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Why thank you and i'll make sure to give the blood rush a look.

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The girls gave me another look of hate but then knelt down to pick up the papers,trash, and notebooks that were thrown all over the floor. I walked passed them still holding the glasses and knelt down in front of Emily. She didn't make any hint that she knew I was there. I put her glasses back on her and as I did, she closed her eyes.Don't do that! You have no idea of what I might do to you. I love you so much I might take this chance to steal a kiss from you! Dammit! Get those thoughts out of your head Michael!I looked at her and she finally raised her gaze to look at me.

"Are you ok?"
"Y-y-yes. I'm fine. You should go back to your friends. You'll ruin your reputation if you stay here with me."
"If I actually cared for my reputation, do you think I would have helped you just now?" Her ears got a bit pink out of embarrassament. I couldn't help but give out a little chuckle. "You look so cute right now," I blurted out without any thought of it. She looked at the ground and started blushing. I got a bit embarrassed and started blushing as well.

"We picked up everything," the girls said laying Emily's bag next to her. They looked as if they wanted to kill her. I guess they heard me make that comment about her being cute. "Now come on Michael, you said you would go out with us."
"Did I say that? I don't remember saying that."
"Come on Michael. Quit playing games."
"I'm not plaing games. I don't remeber saying that I'd go out with you."
"Now hold on a minute! You made us clean up this trash's junk," she said looking at Emily,"So now you have to take us out."
"Oh I'm terribly sorry ladies. I have no clue as to what you're talking about, but I can't go out with you. You see, I have to walk Emily home. I'm so sorry."
"Why you!" She looked like her head was going to fly off. I helped Emily up as quickly as I could and led her down the hall before that girl could say anything else.

It was really awkward walking her home. We didn't say a thing to each other and she didn't stop looking at the ground. Although, she was still blushing from what I said earlier, so I couldn't help but feel stupid about it all. I really can't believe that I told her she was cute and in front of everyone no less! God Joseph is going to shoot out a hundred questions about this. Why don't I ever stop to think before I say something? I'm such an idiot.

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We arrived at her house, but my voice got caught in my thraot. I couldn't open my mouth and tell her to have a good day, neither did she try to say goodbye either. We just left it as is and I continued on my way home. You Idiot! You blew your chance to talk to her! When will you ever get another chance like that again. You're so hopeless!

The next couple of days went by and the girls from before were making life harder for Emily. They just hated the fact that she was the only girl that I ever said the word "cute" to. When will these girls grow up and see that I'm never gonna be interested in them?I helped Emily out when I could, but then that was making it hard for me as well.

Joseph stopped talking to me after his million questions and most of my friends were staying away from me. I can't blame them for this. Joseph did warn me about talking to Emily, but as my usual old self, I didn't listen, but then again I wouldn't have anyway. I love her and adventually I was going to talk to her.

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Ok now this is getting ridiculous. I was being totally shunned by all of my friends and most of the people at school that had admired me. Although they hate me on the outside and isolate me, they do still respect me and won't cause me any harm. But they are making Emily's life a living nightmare. How could I have let this happen? Maybe if I would have just listened to Joseph she wouldn't look as miserable and hopeless as she does now. It's all my fault. I made the past few weeks a living hell for her.

Whenever I tried to talk to her in the hall, she would just avoid me and go the other direction. I tried cornering her after Chem. class, but she'd sneak out as quick as the wind blows. At lunch, she would walk as fast as she could out the door after seeing my face. Of course being the stubborn person that I am, I tried to follow her, but was soon caught by my ex-friends.

"Ok Micheal we decided to be your friends again," they said after catching me trying to catch up to Emily after school.
"And why would you say that?"
"Well we talked it over and admitted that since we're not as smart as you and not going to St.Michael's University, that you do need to talk to somebody who is. Seeing that that loser is the only one at this school who is also going to that university, then we decided we couldn't stop you from trying to talk to her."

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"Now you want to be my friends after all you put me through. Well I quite frankly don't care what you do anymore." I walked off and didn't talk to them ever again, but because they decided to be my friends again my life became easier.........that is except hers.


I've been avoiding him ever since he called me cute that day. My life as it is now has become worse since he had said that. The girls at school have been only playing pranks on me. They even went as far as to take my school clothes away and throw them up into a tree. I don't mind it all that much really since I'm used to it, but it's becoming even more painful for me.

I can't stand being picked on the way that they are picking on me now. Before they never even noticed me unless they got bored and needed something to entertain themselves. I want it to go back to that, but in my heart I know that's not what I want. There's only a few months of school left and then I'll say goodbye to it all. I want to make that time the best time in my life. I'll try to make them regret the way they have been treating me since middle school.

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"Mom can I get some contacts? I don't want to wear my glasses anymore."
"Why the change all of the sudden?"
"I just want to change a bit before I go to the university."
"Ok. let me talk to your father about it first."
"Ok and mom?"
"Yes?"
"Can I have some money so I can go get my hair styled?"
"You want to change your hairstyle as well I see."
"Well if it's too much trouble then I can keep it the way it is."
"What do you plan to do with your hair?"
"I just want to get it cut shorter a bit but still keep it long and layer it."
"Well ok, but if you come home and it's not the way you said it would be, you're going to pay me back the money." She reached for her purse and then pulled out some money and handed it to me.
"Don't worry mom." I walked out of the house and to the salon. I told the lady just how I wanted my hair and went back home to find a box that said "Contacts" on it.

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"Who is that?" A person whispered.
"I dont' know. Is she new?" Her friend asked.
"It's a bit late in the year to be getting tranfer students," A third person said to the other two.
"True, but then who is that?" I just kept walking with my head up and a smirk on my face. Looks like my plan worked.

When I got to class, every head turned to face me. The boys looked at me as if I was an alien while the girls looked at me with admireration. I didn't get the chance to say anything for the teacher soon walked in. I walked over to my seat passing the girls that bullied me a lot these past weeks. Everyone in the room soon went very pale when seeing where I sat down at. That's right boys and girls it's me.

The rest of the day was the same as this morning. Girls and guys looked at me and whispered behind my back. Then some guys would stop and stare at me and I would laugh at the look on thier faces when someone told them it was me. They would run away quickly blushing like there's no tomorrow. I was having a grand time with all of this until I ran into him and spilt all my stuff on the floor.

We both knelt down and he helped me pick my stuff up. I didn't dare look up into his face because I had been avoiding him the whole time. He probably doesn't even want to talk to me anymore. I reached for one of the papers at the same time he did and our hands touched. I retracked my hand back and started to blush.[/SIZE]

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"Here," he said holding out the papers that he had picked up.
"Thank you." I grabbed the papers and put them back in my notebook.
"Let me help you up." He held out his hand and I took it. He had a firm but yet gentle grip.
"T-t-thank you."
"It's no problem. It was my fault. I wasn't looking."
"Well neither was I, so I guess it's both our faults."
"Yeah that'll work."
"O-o-ok then. I'll see you around then." I took a step forward, but he didn't move. I made to go around him but soon stopped because he had said something. "What did you just say?"
"Stop avoiding me." He took a step forward and I spun around on my heel to look at him. He didn't turn around to look at me. I shook my head and then continued on to class.

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"I saw you bump into her in the hall," Joseph pointed out.
"So?"
"What did you tell her?"
"To stop avoiding me."
"Well I guess now that she's hot, you two can talk freely."
"Is looks and status all you people ever care about?"
"Woah Michael. What are you trying to say?"
"That all of you should grow up and start worrying about other things realated to life and not about what I can do to boost my popularity."
"You shouldn't be the one talking."
"What are you implying?"
"That in middle school you did everything you could to become popular."
"I'll admit to that, but I grew up once I entered this school."
"That's true. But the fact is that you still do things that make you even more popular."
"If I'm doing such a thing, then I'm doing it unconsciously."
"Well whatever then. I'll see you tomorrow." He ran off in the other direction as me.
"Jerk." that night seriously pissed off.

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"Emily you have clean up duty today," the teacher yelled out over the noise during homeroom.
"Ok."
"Oh and you too Michael." I heard my name and looked around.
"What?"
"I said you have clean up duty after school."
"Oh right. I couldn't hear you, sorry."
"It's fine." I went back to doing the chemistry homework I didn't finish, but I couldn't concentrate on it. Just knowing that she's near me is driving me crazy right now. It's even worse now that she looks even more beautiful then before, or in the words of the male classmates, she's freakin' hot. Why did she change all of sudden? I guess I'll ask her when I get the chance.

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"So you're going to the Chemistry Lab?"
"Yeah so I'll see you later Joseph."
I walked down the hall passing many people. I felt the loving stares of the female students and the respect from the male students. I'm glad that they accepted me back, but I can't help but hate "it". Why did she have to go and change her appearance? I liked it before when I was the only one that noticed her. Now I'm going to have to fight for her love. This isn't fair at all!
I gave a big sigh and closed my eyes. "Why do I have to be so selfish?"
I opened the door to the Chemistry Lab and saw her there with a guy. I quickly closed the door and walked off a couple of feet. Is he confessing to her? Wait it's too soon for that. She just changed her appearance today. Oh god, why am I worrying so much? Why can't I just tell her I like her? God I'm such a damn coward.
I leaned against a wall and slid down to the floor. I sat there just staring off into space for a few moments before I heard the door slide open. The boy went running past me blushing like his life depended on it. I got up and walked into the Chemistry Lab and closed the door behind me.

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"Did you overhear us?"
"No."
"Oh ok then." She turned her head as she was still blushing and I put my school bang down on one of the desk.
"Shall we get started then?"
"Y-yes of course." She went over to the closet and pulled out everything we needed to clean the classroom up.
I grabbed my half of the cleaning supplies and set to work. This whole thing is very awkward. Since she has been avoiding me and I haven't tried talking to her, there was this weird feeling in the air. I looked over at her and she looked daze. I guess the confession she got was a bit of a shock to her. I looked away and finished cleaning my portion of the classroom. Then I walked over to her and bonked my fist gently on the top of her head.
"Ouch. Why did you that for?"
"You looked out of it. Anything you need to talk about?"
"No nothing really."
"Are you sure? Cause at the rate you're going you won't ever get home."
"..................I don't know if I want to tell you."
"Well whatever then. I'll see you."
"Ok. Bye." I grabbed my things and walked out of the classroom.

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I heard the door close behind me and gave out a deep and confussed sigh. "I should have just told him." "These guys are nothing to me. They didn't even notice me till now, so why are they going after me now knowing that I won't give them the time of day." "But I can't help but feel happy that someone has confessed to me."
"Is that how you feel about it?" He whispered into my ear while placing his hand against the window. It shoked me and I couldn't say a thing. His breath against my ear was making me weak.
"I've been wondering, why did you change your appearance?"
My voice caught in my throat for a while and I soon closed my eyes. "I wanted to change for the better. I got tired being the same invisible person that only got noticed in order to be bullied."
"If you were getting bullied so much, why have you never asked for help?"
"Who was I going to ask for help? I had no friends when I was my other self."
"And you believe you have friends now?"
"I don't care if they're not my real friends, as long as they're my friends till the end of school it's ok with me."
"That's not the correct way to think."
"I know that, but I'm tired of being alone." I felt the hot tears starting to flow down my cheeks.
"Do you still feel alone even now?"
"No."
"Don't lie to me Emily."
I hesitated for a few moments but then gave an answer. "Yes. Even now I still feel alone."
"Then why not go out with me?"
I opened my eyes and turned to face him with my back and head leaning against the window. "What did you say?"
"Will you go out with me Emily?"
"This isn't funny Michael."
"Who says I'm joking?"
"I-I-I don't know what to think."
"You don't have to give me an answer today, but just know I'll be waiting for one." He gave me a serious look and then turned to leave.
I slid down to the floor and hugged my knees to my chest. My heart wouldn't stop beating madly. Why did he say that all of a sudden? That's not fair! How am I suppose to know if he really likes me?
"You jerk!"

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The days after he confessed to me have been trouble some. I can't seem to be near him without my heart beating so fast. I feel as if my heart will soon burst from my chest. It's not fair! The there is the fact that he hasn't been coming near me at all. Was that whole confession just a dream I had?
I looked over at him. He had his head down and was sleeping soundly. How the teacher couldn't see him was a wonder to me. Even though he looks close enough for me to touch, he's still far away from me. I looked down at my notebook and saw that I haven't taken not one single note since class started. This is no good. I have to ask him straight out if he truely ment what he said about dating me.
The bell for class to end soon came and I got up. I made my way to Michael's desk, but soon made a detour. I can't ask him! It's too embarrassing to ask. Plus my heart won't even stop long enough for me to even get next to him. What have I gotten myself into?
"Emily?" I snapped back to reality and turned my head. My voice disappeared upon seeing Michael's face. "Are you ok?"
"Ye-yes I am."
"Then can you come with me. I need to talk to you."
"Sure."
I nerviously walked next to him as he led the way down the hall. All the girls looked at us and some of the guys gave only brief glances. God what does he want to talk about? I hope it's not about the whole confessing thing.
"This way." He opened up the door to the Chemistry Lab and then locked it when he closed it.
"So what is it MIchael? What do you need to talk to me about?"
"Have you considered what I asked you?"
"What do you mean?"
"Have you thought about dating me?"

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My heart started pounding against my ears. "I've thought about it."
"So what do you say?"
"I don't know what to think. How do I know that you're not just playing with me?"
"I've never confessed to a girl nor have I ever had a girlfriend. I won't lie about soemthing like this because this is the first time I've expericend this sort of pain in my heart."
"You're lying!"
"And how do you know for sure if I'm lying?"
"Because the other guys gave me that same line."
"Well I'm not lying to you."
"They also said that."
"Then what is it that you want me to say in order to proove to you that I'm for real about this?"
"What you have to say? If you like me like you say you do, then you should know what to say."
He gave a low sigh and then gave me a serious look. "Ever since I entered middle school you have caought my attention. At first I saw you as a geek and a loner, but the more I looked at you the more I found that I couldn't stop looking at you. On days I was sick, I would go to school just so I could see your face. No one was able to see how beautiful you were back then, so I felt happy that I had you to myself."
"Even now, I look at you. I've always liked you and I've always wanted to be with you. The only thing that stopped me was that, back then I was afraid of losing my friends, but soon I stopped caring about that. Before you decided to change your style, I was planning on throwing everything I had in this school away for you. If you don't believe me then that's fine. I'll just keep going after you until you give me a chance."
I looked into his green eyes and knew he was telling the truth. The only thing was that, my own insecurity was holding me back. All the years upon which his friends picked on me still remained in my mind.
"I can't give you an answer right now. I need to clear my head and think this over."
"That's ok. I'll wait for you."

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Time is what I told him I needed. He probably figured it'd take only a few days, but I've been avoiding it for weeks. I have no intention of giving him an answer. I've decided to wait it out until he forgets all about it. Although I believe he already has because he hasn't said anything about it.

"Emily you have clean up duty today," the teacher informed me after homeroom.
"Ok Sir."

I went through the whole day and then went to the Chemistry Lab. I grabbed all the cleaning supplies and started cleaning up my half of the classroom. I heard the door open and looked toward it. It was Joseph that was going to help me this time around. I relaxed a bit and continued on with my cleaning.

I looked out the window and spaced out. I didn't hear when Joseph left or the sounds of the other students outside leaving the school. Should I give him an answer? But what do I tell him? My heart wants to say yes, but my mind says no. Oh jeeze what an I going to do? I ran my hand through my hair and then closed my eyes.

I didn't hear when the door to the classroom opoened for I was still deep in thought. I only just noticed a presence in the room until I felt as if something was watching me. I opened my eyes and was about to turn around when a pair of hands reached passed me and pressed against the glass. Then I felt the hot breath of the person against my ear and my neck. It felt weird, but yet it was making me a bit hot.

"Are you planning on giving me an answer anytime soon?" He whispered softly into my ear.
I choked on my words a bit and then finally said, "I don't know still."
He kissed my neck with his soft but yet strong lips. "Well, what does your heart say?"

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I closed my eyes and tried to keep calm. "It says it wants to be with you."
"Then what's the problem?" He whispered against my neck.
"My mind is telling me it's a mistake. That you're lying to me." He licked the place where he kissed me and my body started to become weak.
"You should listen to your heart. It knows what you want more than anything."
"I know, but I can't help but not believe you."
"You should believe me. You're the first girl I have ever asked out. You could even ask your new friends that." He nibbled on my ear then.
"I don't know. I just don't know. I want to be with you, but I don't want to be toyed by you." He backed away from me and I almost fell from how hot my body was.
"I'm going to be signing at the Troubled Rocks tomorrow night with my band. Please go to watch because I have something planned just for you."
I finally got my composure back a little bit and turned around to face him. "I'll try to make it. What time is it at?"
"It's at seven o'clock. Here." He held out a pass that had the club's name on it. I took it and kept it in my hand.
"What do you have planned for me?"
"If you go you'll find out." He turned to leave and I looked down at the ticket. "And by the way." I looked up and I saw his green eyes come close to me and then our lips met. It was a deep kiss filled with emotion and soon he parted from my lips leaving my body feeling hotter than before. "I'll see you then." He turned and then walked out of the classroom.

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I fell to the floor and was dazed. I couldn't tell what was up or what was down. Everything was just spinning. He just kissed me. OH MY GOD! He just kissed me! that was my first kiss. I touched my hand to my lips and then closed my eyes. I love him, but I don't want to be with him if he's just going to toy with my emotions and my body. But I guess I will go see him tomorrow night at the club.


I walked up to the doorman and showed him my ticket. He looked at it for a bit and then opened the door for me. I walked in to be met with a crashing sound of bombs going off. It resounded into my ear and I lost my hearing. I looked around the club for a sign of someone I know from the school.

After a while, I soon found some of the girls who talk to me at school. I made my way threw the crowd like a snake makes their way through a grassy plain. I walked up to them and they soon grabbed me and started whispering in my ear. I couldn't hear not one word they were saying, so I just nodded my head and tried to read their lips. Apparently Michael's band was going to come on next and I just made. They bought me a drink, I had hoped that it wasn't alcohol, but in order to fit in with them, I have to drink.

I was barely finishing my drink when Michael's band came onto the stage. The whole club soon became quiet and I could hear again. I looked up to the stage and at Michael. He was wearing bagging jeans, with a white button up dress shirt, and a black tie that was loosend. He also had his ear pierced on the tip at the top. Just looking at him was making me become all hot. Then the music started and he started to sing.

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He had a wonderful voice that fit with the sensual but yet mildly seductive lyrics. The music gave his voice such a power that it chilled my bones. Even though it was a rock song, I could still feel the passion in his lyrics. It flooded through my whole body like a wave of anticipation. I wanted to hear more and I wanted to be taken away by him.

"You feel it to don't you?" The girl next to me asked.
"Yes I do."
"He has that affect on everyone of the girls in here."
"It's really not fair since he doesn't go out with any of us. Plus the affect only works because he is very good looking and his green eyes just want you to look at him," the girl on my other side said.
"Will you three shut up he's talking," the girl sitting in front of me said.

"Here with us tonight is a girl that I happen to have fallen in love with. Now the only problem with this girl is that she doesn't believe me when I say I love her and want to date her."
"Poor Michael! Who's this girl? We'll straighten her out for you!" Yelled the crowd around me.
"It's ok. I can handle it. You see this next song I'm gonna sing is one that I wrote for this girl." He directed his gaze at me. "So I hope you decide to date me after you hear this song and yes it is a bit sensual. It's also has reference of things I hope to do to you." "Now, lets get started." He waved his hand and soon his band started to play the music. Then he chimed in with his lyrics.

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~Two opposite reactants,
That's what we are.
I kiss your lips,
And we fill with bliss,
Then we fall into an abyss,
Of our own little world.
We're a chemical reaction,
You're my distraction,
My reactant,
My only subjection,
You're my redemption,
For all my sins,
For who I've been,
You're my passion!
So don't let go,
When we're so close,
As I take you down,
Again and again!
The chemical reaction,
My distraction,
The reactant,
My main subjection,
My redemption.

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So don't we part,
In this dark,
As we go,
On and on!
You're my passion,
The only reactant,
That can melt my heart,
And make me feel,
Oh so real!
So I'll never let you go!
My one and only reactant.~

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The lyrics filled my body and made me feel like the only one. I wanted to be with him more then ever now. My heart raced faster then even the fastest thing in the world. It hurt so much that I felt my chest splitting open. What made it worst was that he decended from the stage and made his way over to me. He reached his hands past me and gripped my chair. He looked me straight in the eye with his loving green eyes.

"Do you believe me now?"
"Yes."
"Then what is your answer?"
"Yes." He then leaned in and kissed me. The crowd shouted with happiness and our relationship began on that day.

[Enjoying Ur Death]

We spent the rest of our school year together. Then we soon graduated. I took first place in our year and he took second. Then we went to the same university as well.

Our life together was just perfect. We had some classes together. Then we would study or go out a lot. Our relationship was just perfect and I thought nothing could spoil it. I mean, we shared all of our firsts and did many things. We had love that many people spend most of their lives looking for.

He soon dumped me after two years and started to go out with some other girl. They looked really happy and it made me feel like I wasn't good enough for him. Everytime I looked at them, I felt knives stabbing me in the back. I would usualy sit in my room and wonder if I wasn't good enough for him, but yet soon enough, he dumped her as well.

[Enjoying Ur Death]

It turns out Michael had a heart condition. He had a poor heart and there was nothing that the doctors could do for him. They only told him at what age he might die at. It made me sad to think that he didn't tell me that he had a heart problem. If I would have known I wouldn't have let him take me all over the place and things like that. It made me feel like I might have helped in his death.

I kneeled in front of his tomb and pushed those thoughts away. I have to be happy for he explained everything in his diary that he left me. It said that I was the one and only girl that he loved and he didn't want to hurt me with the sadness of his death. I looked at his headstone and felt acid tears running down my cheeks. I just wish that I could have helped with the funeral a bit, but his parents wouldn't let me.

I layed the flowers I had brought down on top of his grave to rest against the headstone. The tears just kept coming down and I couldn't stop. My heart felt as if it has died along with him. Even though I'm still living my life, I feel as if I'm dead.

I leaned forward and kissed the headstone. Then I kneeled there for a while longer and continued to cry. I loved him so much. Why did you have to take him away God. It's not fair! I wiped my tears away as best as I could and then stood up. I took another look at the headstone and then turned away from it.

My hair waved along in the air and I pushed a piece of it back and around my ear. "I'll always be your reactant."







THE END

[tears123]

I just kept coming down and I couldn't stop.

I haven't given this a read yet, but I'll probably get to it later. probably.

[Akino Uchiha]

Now that the story finally ended I won't PM you. Great story. So did not expect the heart problem and death. Nice. You going to write anymore stories?

[Enjoying Ur Death]

idk about writting another story. i might but then i might not. i'll have to think about it for a while first.

[animechick2424]

awsome story its very well writen its not boring at all if i was teacher i woud soo give you an A+ soo awsome!!

[tears123]

I just finished reading it. All the end bit was a bit lacking, I loved the story, and it was so touching at the end :D

You're a pretty good writer, I wish this didn't end so soon. :(

Sad story though.:(
(was hoping for an awesome happy ending)

[Enjoying Ur Death]

there isn't always a happy ending

[tears123]

I know, I was just hoping for one.
Write something else, I like your story =]

[whitey-chan]

great story... i just need you to add a little something... read #3...

http://forum.onemanga.com/showthread.php?t=8707